~Welcome Bayden Michael Toth~

On Tuesday, February 5th, 2013, Bayden Michael Toth came into this world.

 What a little doll baby he is. He weighed in at 6lbs 13 oz. and was 18 inches long.  

The parents are my nephew Tim Toth and Sara Strahler. 

My sister Debbie "Grandma"

What a sweetheart!!

Newborn

I went and spent the day with them and couldn't resist taking pics of him. 

Proud Daddy (my nephew)

Aunt Becky and Bayden!

I told my Timothy, that I was going to be Bayden's favorite aunt and that I would spoil him to pieces:) As you may know, I don't have any children, and would love too. I am happy for Timothy and Sara, but at the same time a little sad:( 

~Photos~

Please check out the new photos I posted in "My Photography"!!

~Ben & Krista~

My nephew Ben married his best friend, Krista Blair, on Saturday, July 21, 2012. It was a gorgeous wedding. All week it had been so hot and humid, but that day God gave them perfect weather for there perfect day.

 Love this of the Father and Bride

 Her dress was absolutely beautiful!!

 So sweet!

 The happy Couple!

 The beautiful decor.

 Groom and his parents (My brother)

 Groom and his siblings!

 Loved the reception. Krista has always wanted a picnic style reception and she got it. Everything was so beautiful.

 Loved the cake!

again LOVED the centerpieces!

This and the following pics are of the Father of the Bride and Father of the Groom. Waiting for the Bride and Groom to show up at the reception.

hmmmm, wander what they are talking about:)

Best Man Andrew (brother of groom) Maid of Honor Kayla (sister of bride)

Love this, just wish I would have gotten one of them looking at me:(

My handsome nephew Andrew!!

My beautiful niece Courtney (sister of groom)

LOVE there facial expressions in this one!

Beautiful niece Cynthia (sister of groom)

The delicious cake. Not sure how she got the hearts like this.

My sweet Mother and her new Granddaughter!

Grooms parents David and Sara Toth!!

If God has Blessed You. . .

If God has blessed you to be a Mother, don't take it for granted.
One of my deepest desires it to be a Mother, but God has not blessed me to be. Yesterday it hit me like a ton of bricks sitting in Church when our Pastor was giving out Mother's Day flowers. I just starting crying, knowing that I am not a Mother and soo want to be. Sometimes I have to wonder why and want to question God, but I know He knows the why.

Ok, so this is me after 2 months and 24lbs lost. It has been hard work, and some days I just feel like giving up. These past few weeks have been hard for me, crazy busy and not enough time (or I am not taking the time) to exercise. After I get done with my daily duties, all I want to do is sit and relax. I know I HAVE to get back to losing this weight. I am wanting to lose at least another 50lbs, so I have a LONG way to go!!