Monday, May 14, 2012

If God has Blessed You. . .

If God has blessed you to be a Mother, don't take it for granted.
One of my deepest desires it to be a Mother, but God has not blessed me to be. Yesterday it hit me like a ton of bricks sitting in Church when our Pastor was giving out Mother's Day flowers. I just starting crying, knowing that I am not a Mother and soo want to be. Sometimes I have to wonder why and want to question God, but I know He knows the why.

Friday, May 11, 2012

Ok, so this is me after 2 months and 24lbs lost. It has been hard work, and some days I just feel like giving up. These past few weeks have been hard for me, crazy busy and not enough time (or I am not taking the time) to exercise. After I get done with my daily duties, all I want to do is sit and relax. I know I HAVE to get back to losing this weight. I am wanting to lose at least another 50lbs, so I have a LONG way to go!!